I have never been in love but I imagine it would feel something like what I'm feeling. Only problem is he sees me as one of his best friends not as a future partner...at least i'm pretty sure that is how he sees me.

People seem to think there is something more there on his part as well as mine, but believe he is in the "I love her but not sure how I love her" stage of the relationship.

All I can say is I love him...and nothing seems to be able to distract me...not even the seriously hot, never wears a shirt to bed and is quite happy to walk around in boxers guy that I live with. (not like LIVE with, we are house mates).

*sigh*

Does anyone even care that I am finally truely in love and can't seem to figure out what to do.

Oh also am not a teacher anymore...am an artist...am selling paintings for $$ kinda fun...I get to paint all day and still get paid.

NEVER BECOME A TEACHER!!

They are over worked and under paid and good luck if they get ANY of the holidays they are suposed to have due to HUGE amounts of work that must be done every holiday!

Also am living up the coast now...and have been for some time now. Is nice, I have decided that cna quite easily fit into unempoyed beach bum role.

ah me

LOVE

*sigh*